Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Caution before reading: emotional overload
I have been going through some things with family and my kids dad for the last year and a half, but last night sent me over the edge. I dont want to include details, but to say the least, I have never felt this way before. The almost always upbeat, confident, optomistic Jen that I once knew has disapeared... I wish I knew how to find her again. I know that you are supposed to go through trials in your life, but honestly, I feel like I am drowning in the middle of the ocean with waves crashing around me and rain pounding down on my head. I have this suffocating feeling bearing down on my chest and I cant seem to knock this aweful- someone just died- feeling. So the whole reason of my writing this is to ask for help. Will you please pray for me? Suggest a good book or scripture to get me through these tough times? I dont want to be this Jen anymore. Thanks guys.
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I need to take you for a decaf :) I went through the same thing after Forrest left. The bad news: you're going through this. The good news is: you're not alone, even if you can't see it, there's light at the end of the tunnel, and you'll come out a better Jen on the other side. Promise. <3
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ReplyDeleteLove you Jenn, I wish there was something I could do for you. I can pray for you and I will, I hope things start looking up! Be strong for your babies
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